Back to Kgp

After the third and the last summer break of my graduation, I have returned to Kharagpur. Nothing seems to be cheerful as far as my semester results are concerned..no intention really to figure the exact digit and the decimated coupled numbers..hehe..seems to have created a euphony with those words..neway..i should get into the act of delivering some words referring to my future ..(hey the future seems so near and gloomy too)...endeavours...i got to desire to establish being some one after this graduation..which has as so far seemed lacklustrous..no regrets for it though..ironically these three years have gone a long way to teach me start dwelling in a state of paradox where you believe that the results on papers dont necessarily vindicate your grasp of the affairs pertaining to it..for me, this seems to be the befitting excuse for that inappropriateness in the papers..

Ok..ready to create some confusion..first of all, let me start with some dates..we have got CAT on 20th of November..then perhaps the campus recruitment is getting underway in some point of time of December.. and of course i have to start deciding to fix the date of giving gre ..though giving gre seems partly on the rear part of my mind..

Then..some points on the desires and ambitions..i should mention these as day - dreams...for my record..first of all, i will feel more comfortable doing a services job rather than a core engineering job something related to bearings or coding...that cuts off the options of choosing a software firm recruitment or being a part of a workshop in a manufacturing plant...being a part of consulting team in a institutional manner seems a better pick..

Why CAT??....hey this question needs to be answered before giving that coveted exam..having done some working out on the limitations being a capable engineer..some soul-searching about absense of desire to swoo(fly) abroad and finding myself being a part of some P.H.D. program or more fortunate M.S. course in some U.S. university..learnt that the M.S.es are difficult to get enrolled into now a days..more so for me...now if going for M.B.A. then impossibility of getting enrolled in the Ivy League B-schools hunting me...option to finance my M.B.A. seeking some education loan seems decent prospect when the salaries of IIM pass outs have started to take some richly figures lately...then finding myself in some sort of emotional state where i have started seeking gaining sainthood in terms of relationships..no point of bonding responsibility in them..let me negotiate these days with a hope to be better off as some one who has completed two of the most coveted professional degrees in India..know what ..IIT+IIM.