Sunday, July 16, 2006

Return to this page!!

>> First things first, I am blogging here after so long period that is seeming as a kaleidoscope of events for me...many of them are sad experiences...limits have ceased to the extent of misery caused...

>> Last time I posted one here was way..yes wayyyy (so many things have happened in my life since then) back in October last year...I was off maybe after a spell of midsems in 7th sem...now my IIT life is over...a lot of questions have not been answered till now which should usually have got answered within IIT stay...I am helpless to an extent and yet limitlessly more patient...confidence has deluded and perished and at the same time hope has seemed so abundant that I have failed to handle it in many ocassions...I certainly seem to lose control of my activities and happenings have taken their way out themselves...

>> I never blame anybody; not even God...I know for the fact that certainly things are bound to have their words...let them speak and speak to the fullest and then suddenly everyone will be waiting for me to speak...I in despair cannt find right words ...wat hell??...I fear that and sincerely hope that I will just be able to avoid that....

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